Everything Ok

It's a big thing to lose your dreams and hopes. Alas, it's an even bigger thing to lose them while knowing at that time that there would be no one who would stand up for you.

How not to feel at all?
When you have given your whole heart to someone, what would you do to fill up the empty gap once the heart has been crushed to dust? When he has been the main part of me?

Laughter: the need to avoid hearing the enormous sound of silence when his voice can no longer be heard.

Smile: the need to hide the tears that's forming and surfacing from inside.

Conversations: the need to talk as to drive away all thoughts.

This is also one of the reason for closing her fb. I just could not bear everything...

If you ask me if I am ok.. Yes, I am. See, I am laughing, smiling and talking without end. I am ok, really ok. The best thing is not to ask at all.. I am not a good actress.