Big Girls Don't Cry

Cat has always been at her best when she's busy.
When she's concentrating on her work or when she's driving, she keep her feelings aside and just think of work. Auto pilot : smiling, solving problems, answering calls...the ever efficient cat.

It's when she's on her own, alone, that the weight of whatever that was bothering her becomes unbearable. The heart feels so painful..like it's going to burst. Drowning, not enough air in her lungs.

She keeps saying to herself over and over again that big girls do not cry. She wanted to be brave and not be a burden to anyone. Alas, the emptiness creeps in and the tears that she kept inside, came flooding out.

Gosh Cat, stop making a depressed face. Laugh like you always do. Don't Cry.