They say that when you have known someone for such a long time, things are bound to go stale or bumpy as you make your journey throughout the years. Cat used to laugh at this phrase. Cat thought that everything depends on you and your attitude : Whether you think you can or you think you cannot..you are right.
If you put all your strength and mind into your relationship, surely things will not change for the worse. Cat believed that her sheer will power would be enough.Without trust, there's no way that things and thoughts can be shared.
Every night, for 12 years, before going to bed, Cat promises to herself that she would do her very best to ensure that he would not get bored with Cat. It's not a question of responsibility at all. It's about love, care and trust. When you are with someone, you try to give everything into that relationship : everything you do would come from the heart. Happiness is to see that person happy and to know that you are part of what makes him happy.
It has been quite sometime that Cat has not written. Words has left Cat, just empty decorations in a mind full of worries. Alas, tonight, the heart just feels like it's breaking into pieces. Tears just rolled off automatically and endlessly.
Hurt kept piling inside and the division grew larger.
The harder you try, the more it hurts.
That is why it's better to take a stand and move away when you have exhausted all your resources. Giving up is not to blame anyone.. giving up is more about ..trying to break away from all the pain..trying to lick the wounds.. trying to live..
Cat is sorry that everything should end up this way..
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